Just a thought

"If she doesn't give a sh*t about you, then it's just fair if you won't give a d*mn 'bout her.

Don't get lost on thoughts of her, just in your heart give her a corner.
For you shouldn't lose hope until you or she gets married.
Who knows, perhaps she really is the "one".

But for the mean time, set your eyes free and let it roam.
Don't miss out on others whom you might deserve. "

i don't know, i just had this thought when i was on my way to the office this morning. maybe because there's this lady that seems to be bugging me... in my thoughts and even in my dreams. i don't know why... am i falling for her..??? i know i don't love her.., and i do know that i shouldn't... but a lady like that is just hard to ignore... hard to dislike... and quite tough not to love... no.., this isn't like others where i don't exist in her world... she knows i exists.., she knows i'm here... but what she doesn't know is that she bugs me...
yes, i know.. i shouldn't... but why do i expect a reply from her everytime i send her messages??? why am i hoping that she'd call me when she said she will??? and why am i always longing to see her??? could this be..... NO!!!! I SHOULDN'T..! I WON'T..!!
this time on, i won't be sending messages to her anymore.., i would give her a call no more... i'll try to stay away and let this drift us apart...

Thoughts From a Fool: On Friendship

A friend accepts you despite your flaws.

A true friend accepts you and comments your faults

to help you become a better person.

What now..?

So you've graduated and have been employed.
So you earn your cash to spend at last.
Is it enough, are you content..?

You got a raise but not that much.
You've got a job with little task.
So tell me, do you enjoy it..?

All this time you've got your friends.
But where are they..?
What hapeened..?

You banged the door and cried out loud.
Then again, nobody's home.
What now..? What's next..?

You'd like to go out, you want to chill.
Take a break and see a reel.
So you go alone. How does it feel..?

You're single and all alone.
You smile and seem to enjoy it though.
But could you be happy despite being empty..?

All your life you've paid a cost.
All those years, time was lost.
Tell me, was it all to waste..?

We've all got something to look forward to.
Yet everything has it's own end too.
It ain't how long, how far, or how fast the journey was.
It's about how you did, what you did,
And all the mem'ries that you'll leave.

Thoughts From a Fool: On Death

Death is a natural thing that'll come to everyone,

be not afraid of it. The moment it gets you,

you have served your life's worth.

Be ashamed to die until

you have won something for humanity.

Thoughts From a Fool: On Contentment

Expectations and hopes simply cause disappointment..,

contentment and satisfaction brings joy.

A person asking for nothing more

is a person of no frustration.

Thoughts From a Fool: On Ways of Life

Isn't it weird how people rush their lives as if on a race..,

and yet they'd do everything for a delay..?

Thoughts From a Fool: On Dreams

Dreams are nothing but illusions

materializing from your thoughts,

feeding on your hopes...

Confusing you with the comfort of fantasy

and agony of reality...