"If she doesn't give a sh*t about you, then it's just fair if you won't give a d*mn 'bout her.
Don't get lost on thoughts of her, just in your heart give her a corner.
For you shouldn't lose hope until you or she gets married.
Who knows, perhaps she really is the "one".
But for the mean time, set your eyes free and let it roam.
Don't miss out on others whom you might deserve. "
i don't know, i just had this thought when i was on my way to the office this morning. maybe because there's this lady that seems to be bugging me... in my thoughts and even in my dreams. i don't know why... am i falling for her..??? i know i don't love her.., and i do know that i shouldn't... but a lady like that is just hard to ignore... hard to dislike... and quite tough not to love... no.., this isn't like others where i don't exist in her world... she knows i exists.., she knows i'm here... but what she doesn't know is that she bugs me...
yes, i know.. i shouldn't... but why do i expect a reply from her everytime i send her messages??? why am i hoping that she'd call me when she said she will??? and why am i always longing to see her??? could this be..... NO!!!! I SHOULDN'T..! I WON'T..!!
this time on, i won't be sending messages to her anymore.., i would give her a call no more... i'll try to stay away and let this drift us apart...
